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This,
my new body of work, has been born(e) of my own experience of
pregnancy, childbirth and motherhood; coupled with the intense
search for self-identity that resulted from moving away from my
land of birth.
How
do women really experience the process of becoming mothers and
or being female? Is there really a specific set of words and narrative/figurative
images that can express the universal experience of women? Constant
contradictions plague our minds. Feelings of immense joy and incredible
isolation merge with wonder at our bodies' power to give or disappoint.
We
might pour out an endless list of words coloured with tears and
laughter without ever feeling that we have adequately expressed
this thing we all know we share a deep knowledge of. Women are
powerful and fertile even when they bleed. For me this speaks
of a poignant connection with nature and her cycles. This series
of paintings seeks to create a visual language that explores the
places where the ebb and flow of our emotions and bodies touch
and merge with the ever (un) changing spiral of natural life.
A
place that creates a strong vibration with our emotions can spark
a powerful process of exploring memories and inner responses.
When
nature is abstracted to form symbols of the subconscious, the
resulting images have the potential to impart meaning universally.
Nature can be seen and experienced in many ways. I do not wish
to represent it as a camera or naturalistic painting would; but
rather to give expression to a personal emotional response to
my surroundings. For me this expression holds the exciting potential
to communicate/facilitate experiencing our natural environment
and our selves in a new, inspirational and heightened way.
Achieved
through the conscious analysis of spontaneous subconscious material,
my work method echoes this process, which is closely related to
the Jungian concept of the process of individuation. If we can
allow the free ebb and flow of our most powerful feelings and
expressions; whether they be jubilant or dark; we truthfully embrace
a multi-faceted psyche whose different components always strive
towards full individuation and unity. This can enrich our lives
greatly. This is why I feel strongly that art and artists have
a prominent role to play in addressing issues surrounding a dispassionate
consumerist world culture.
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